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This will be an analysis of a post by @noname-nonartist. Unfortunately I forgot to grab the link to that particular post and I started writing this so long ago that it’d take me too long to search their blog for it now. Anyway I’m analysing most of it paragraph by paragraph so it doesn’t matter, if I find the link I’ll add it. Also i’m not trying to single them out here, even if I get annoyed at times.

I decided to do this because this post really hits a lot of the major cold takes on the subject of women and some other “problematic” things in JJK that are super popular in the tumblr JJK fandom. But at the same time it’s civil, it doesn’t assign a gender to Gege who has never officially gendered themself, it doesn’t use violent language towards Gege. With people who do those things I don’t even want to engage. But also this person is very mask off about how they managed to develop the opinions they have - they engaged with JJK for very specific reasons which led them to disregard the majority of the work. While I can’t say this is true for everyone who expresses similar or even more divorced from the text opinions, I will extend this kindness to everyone. Why do I call it kindness? Because it’s me taking the fandom in good faith. It’s me choosing to believe that they read JJK for the wrong reasons and that’s why they ignore most of the story. Otherwise I’d have to assume that they know the story well and are maliciously spinning these narratives. 

This is extremely fucking long, because addressing a rapid fire of accusations takes a lot of effort but my adhd compelled me. Even when I was going through an actual mental breakdown due to my course, this post and its ilk had been at the back of my mind. I need to write it out to unclog my brain.

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Spoilers, spoilers for all the manga up until the latest released chapter that is 225.

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Let’s start. Everything in bold italics is from the original post unless marked otherwise.

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Okay, so I already mentioned it a bit in this post, but the TLDR version is that the author does nothing with the subtext of CSA in both Mai and Ui Ui. They don’t really say much with it other than the general “oooo~ it exists and it’s bad~ oooo~”. And like, the author doesn’t even do a good job with that even. The Mei Mei being naked with Ui Ui scene is basically brushed off shortly afterwards, without anyone within the manga really acknowledging it being bad or even strange.

No one in the manga is a witness to Mei Mei doing this stuff to Ui Ui, why would anyone comment on this? The people who we see witnessing Mei Mei and Ui Ui being weird about each other are Yuuji who’s still a kid himself and he might not entirely get all the implications of that interaction and Kenjaku who wouldn’t care either way. 

From the start Mei Mei is shown as amoral and indifferent to others. She’s an axe for hire and will do whatever craven shit to get paid. How she’s monetising the carnage presently happening in the manga is further proof of that. 

 Like it even seem like a contradiction too, since Gojo allied with Mei Mei, who is a freaking pedo, despite Gojo’s cause is for the younger generation. 

Ah Gojou who cares about the younger generation but not enough to actually educate them much. Several times in the story it is directly said how irresponsible he is, how his students lack the information they need to stay safe. Gojou whose irresponsible actions can be partially blamed for the tragedies that are happening now. 

Gojou who took in Megumi and Tsumiki as part of his power plays with the elders and other clans, and lied to Megumi about what happened to his father. And Megumi is “paying” for that care with his work as a sorcerer. Megumi has very valid reasons to dislike Gojou as much as he does and not want his help, it’s not just because he’s a moody teen.

And Gojou who makes a deal with Mei Mei to get her help to promote Yuuji right after she participated in an attempt on Yuuji’s life. 

What would be interesting is that jujutsu society does know but doesn’t really care. But like, we don’t really get much from that. It’s just shortly mentioned and later forgotten just as quickly. We only know it’s bad because of us the readers know better.

This is the now very common expectation for stories to be didactic morality plays. Where the reader is led by their hand and told exactly what’s good and what’s bad. That’s a completely unreasonable expectation. Authors have to assume some level of comprehension on the readers’ part and their ability to draw conclusions from what the text says and how issues or events are presented and framed. And also societal norms exist and writers lean on them in their writing. 

In society sexual assault and pedophilia are considered bad by default. Yes, there are people who argue for them, dismiss them and so on. There’s a real dissonance in real life between the fact that by the society wide standard sexual assault and pedophilia are considered bad and how people react to and talk about real instances of it. 

But when an author includes either of those and doesn’t actively advocate for them, they expect the reader to know that this is bad based on the general consensus in real life. In Jujutsu Kaisen there are active discussions about murder because even though Yuuji has the typical societal reaction to it that it’s bad, in the jujutsu society it’s kinda normalised, of course with the in-group mentality that it’s only ok if we do it, when others do it it can be bad. So this issue is actively discussed and we, as readers, are constantly treated to Yuuji’s pov and his constant struggle to accept the fact that murder is normalised.

This is a similar problem I have with how the manga handle Mai’s subtext of being a CSA. Why mention it now? When she is dead? Yes there were subtle hints before that with the symptoms Mai has and how we were told how badly the Zenin clan treat women. But my question is. What are you trying to say with that subtext? With Mai’s story? What exactly are you trying to say with Ui UI’s story?

That it’s messed up and terrible they suffer from it? Okay? And? What else? That’s like me saying “War is bad” without really showing or explaining why it’s bad or how it even happens.

Ui Ui is being groomed and SA by her older sister. Again. What would be interesting to see is how the jujutsu society knows about this and they are actively choosing to ignore it for it benefit them since Mei Mei is such a strong Sorcerer. Since it would show how the system is willing to do immoral terrible things as long as it benefits them in the end. But like. The manga doesn’t even imply that. The author just shows it, and moves on.

It’s not “what would be interesting” but what actually is in the story. As I mentioned above the people who witness it kinda aren’t the right ones to comment on it. But while it’s not text, I wouldn’t be surprised if the adults knew what Mei Mei is up to and didn’t give a shit as long as she did her job. Sorcerers are few and far between, it’s a tight knit society that values strength and skill above all and is desperate to uphold the status quo. 

So the story tells the reader exactly how such abuse happens. In real life such structures will be rife with all kinds of abuse and will tolerate and hide it (think of any such scandals among the rich and powerful, or in religious institutions). And from the start we know that the jujutsu society is rotten to its core and that it tolerates all kinds of abuse as long as it’s the powerful within it committing it. As long as the values of the in-group do not include the safety, will and dignity of its members, abuse will happen - and in the jujutsu society these matters are unimportant. 

Why is Ui Ui’s situation bad? Maybe because he’s completely emotionally dependent on his sister to the point that she can ask him to die and he would. Idk about you but for me it’s pretty obvious “grooming and psychological abuse bad” messaging. 

Why is what happened to Mai bad? Maybe because from quite early on we know that she’s unhappy and that she’s suffered. That the oppressive society she grew up in destroyed her mentally and then killed her. 

Mai is a victim of CSA. But the manga butchered up her story so badly, that this additional subtext is just a salt in the wound. As I’ve mentioned in this post, Mai dies in the worst way possible. Mai in the text is basically blamed for the way she copes and her desire, and she then turned into a sword on top of that too. With the additional subtext that she suffers from CSA then it just look even worst. Like what exactly is the author saying at this point? That CSA victims are just doomed??? Like I know they aren’t, but like… it’s unfortunately reads that way.

Initially I couldn’t understand how you got to these conclusions honestly. Then I read the post you linked here and it clicked for me. You watched/read just looking at the Zenin twins and you missed most of the story. And concentrated only on the aspects that you didn’t like. I mean, enjoy media however you like, but maybe be more careful criticising a work when you, well, don’t really care for it enough to engage with it in its totality? You write about JJK as if Mai and Maki’s story existed in a vacuum and it wasn’t a long work with several running themes. 

Mai is in no way blamed for the way she copes, though her becoming a bully is called out. As someone who was abused by a person who before I was even born suffered great abuse herself, I was extremely thankful to Gege for that last thing. Gege’s staunch and consistent stance on bullying is honestly a huge plus of their writing. 

(Tangent. Even with Junpei who’s pushed by his abuse to the limits and also exploited and manipulated. Yuuji is sent his way to tell him that yes what happened to him is horrific and inexcusable but taking it out on everyone is not okay. Yuuji wins the fight with Junpei Sailor Moon style (because Yuuji truly is a shoujo manga heroine) with compassion and holding hands. That’s why it’s so devastating what happens next. )

But back to Mai. The girls from the Kyoto school love and protect her even though she bullies Miwa - though not as maliciously and viciously as when she bullies Nobara and Megumi. The boys are more ambivalent to her but in that school, unlike in Tokyo, the genders are quite rigidly separated so the guys are really ambivalent to all the girls, she’s not singled out in the least. It shows that even though Mai is coping by being a bully, there are people who understand her and embrace her, who will defend her even when she’s in the wrong. Even Nobara, who has real reason to dislike Mai and everyone from Kyoto to boot, teams up with Mai during the attack on the school. Yes, they aren’t on great terms but Nobara isn’t petty enough not to work with Mai at all.

It’s an extremely positive message that once you leave the abusive environment at least a little there will be people who will embrace you, love you and help you. Due to that I don’t see the messaging of this as Mai being doomed, or csa victims being doomed. 

I won’t cite the whole other post linked above, just some bits because they are relevant.

(from the other post) 

Twins’ souls are treated as one within the jjk world? That’s so stupid! One, it’s stupid because it’s encouraging the terrible twin stereotype that they are one person. Two, it’s a contradictory since Nanako and Mimiko are twins and have very different, yet strong techniques! Three, as stated before, it such a backtrack to what was set up for Mai and Maki in the beginning! Four, the explanation also make it seems like Mai’s coping was invalid and wrong! Since apparently, Mai’s dream and wants of a normal life is actively holding Maki’s goal back.

Twins are not treated as one in the JJK world but in the jujutsu world. That’s a difference. The jujutsu world is rotten through and high on the ideology of strength and power, but it’s also a small insular subsection of the greater society. Nanako and Mimiko have very different techniques but so do Mai and Maki, they literally aren’t one person and the same. Mai and Maki are completely different, their powers, their abilities, their desires, their whole personalities, that’s the whole point. That’s why they didn’t understand each other and hurt each other. Nothing, absolutely nothing in the manga says that Mai’s coping is invalid though yes, her being a vicious bully who has no problem making fun of people grieving is wrong and there’s no going around it and that is called out. 

And them being so different is one of the ways Gege shows that the belief and values of the jujutsu society are horrible. That they stick to their beliefs like the one about twins, and just treat people like trash instead of thinking how to include them. And also several times in the manga things that are generally believed to be true are proven wrong. This is one of these cases. 

Jujutsu society has no place for someone like Mai but they also don’t offer her a way out. No adult is concerned by Mai’s situation. Not Gakuganji, not Utahime. Certainly not Gojou because that’s how he cares for the youth. He wants child soldiers to enact the changes he sees fit. Mai is just too weak for him to give a shit. 

(more from the other post) 

Oh sorry, Mai. You don’t want to be a sorcerer, and just want to be a normal girl? Oh well, too bad! Because that’s a bad thing apparently! And we are going to punish you for it!

And Mai choosing to die is not a sign of “Mai walking ahead and taking action”, she is just basically committing suicide for she doesn’t see herself being better nor a bright future. It’s should be a tragic and sad thing that Mai does this. Nothing to celebrate.

Who is “we”? No one celebrates what Mai did in the text, fucking no one. Maki is devastated by it, she didn’t want Mai to do it. They finally started talking, started healing and Mai died. Maki was willing to die there with Mai just so they could be together and bond in their last minutes. Momo is devastated as well, we can assume Miwa is too. The 3 people who gave a shit about Mai are not fucking celebrating. Who are you arguing against? Some dimwits in the fandom? Maybe. But that has nothing to do with what the text says. 

The “wanting to be a normal girl” I will expand on below in the section I will call “the system will fuck you over - aka one of the major JJK themes”. But I will just address one thing here. The way in which Mai wanted to be “a normal girl”. She wanted to fulfil the role of a woman that the Zenin clan offered to her, to live a miserable life at the bottom of the food chain, belittled and abused. That’s the kind of “normal” she wanted. And that’s very important as to why Maki rejected that “normalcy”. 

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(more from the other post) 

What make this worst is that, after the arc, I was expecting Maki turning to a dark path. Like clearly, Maki snapped just like Geto did. And like the Zenin Arc was the final nail to the coffin for Maki’s sanity, like with Geto since both just massacre a bunch of people. But the manga have yet to acknowledge the immoral actions Maki have done. And I swear to god, if I hear someone say “Oh but it’s not the sameeee, the village is innocent, the clan is evil- blah blah blah” I’ll say, what are you on about? Not everyone in the clan was responsible for the abuse Mai and Maki suffered from. And even if all the clan were one-dimensional villains, killing them all just continues the cycle of violence. It doesn’t make Maki “enlighten” 

Your cold takes would be marginally better without strawmanning the “arguments” you’re disputing - it is kinda tedious, ngl. This paragraph is the definite proof that one can’t really form an opinion about the work if one reads it just for one character and ignores most of the text.

As I said before, it’s no accident that we’re introduced to the jujutsu world through Yuuji. Yuuji’s character is all about compassion and sympathy. He’s an orphan and had to fend for himself for quite a while when his grandfather was dying from a terminal disease. He barely had time to make friends, and these relationships aren\t deep. And his grandfather wasn’t what you’d call emotionally available. Thus Yuuji desperately craves connection with others and will go out of his way to please. He’s extremely observant of others too, as his choice of who’d he want to be his girlfriend shows. He values human life really highly. No one in the jujutsu society shares his views, few even respect it. 

It’s a running theme in the manga where his views are challenged, where he is forced to compromise his values and is trying to reconcile them. The growing guilt he feels for his own choices as well for things out of his control. That’s why it was so extremely shocking what happened not so long ago in the manga between him and Angel. I was showing how he might be finally losing it. (this warrants an essay of its own because Yuuji is so fascinating and well written but not today)

Yuuji is the protagonist and a point of view character and his constant recoiling from murder is a very important marker to use to analyse everything else in the manga. 

In the jujutsu society there’s “okay murder” committed by the in-group and “bad murder” that is not sanctioned by the in-group. That’s the morality of the jujutsu world. I’m not talking about the philosophical concept of morality and all the discussions of it in ethics and so on. I’m talking about morality as in the set of rules following which make someone a good person that are enforced by society on individuals. In the jujutsu world the act of murder in itself isn’t immoral per se. It can become immoral if the wrong people commit it. The biggest sins in the jujutsu society are disrupting the status quo and weakness. 

Yuuta and Yuuji were supposed to be murdered from the start, Gojou prevents that in both cases. Yuuji gets murdered anyway. Megumi and Nobara were seen as acceptable collateral. Then Gakuganji sanctions another attempt on Yuuji’s life. Everyone, apart from Miwa, is okay with it. 

For someone who read the manga for Mai it’s shocking you missed this bit. Mai is okay with murdering Yuuji. She is extremely ingrained into the mentality of the jujutsu world. So is everyone else in that room apart from Miwa. 

Getou’s murder spree was not sanctioned by the elders, he disrupted the status quo. And at that point in time what the elders said was enforced in the jujutsu world. Gojou killing Getou, though, was sanctioned and was okay. Touji killing Riko was not okay because it wasn’t sanctioned. Again Gojou killing Touji was perfectly fine. Killing Yaga was fine. Sending Yuuta to kill Yuuji was fine. Do you think anyone would’ve batted an eye if Naoya managed to kill Megumi after Shibuya? I don’t, since Megumi’s life had already been marked as expandable early on in the manga. 

Did Maki snap like Getou? Not exactly. Getou and Gojou both had serious superiority complexes as teens. They were barely civil enough not to think murdering regular people for fun is perfectly okay. They were both like these teens who flirt with the edgy far right. Getou crossed that line. He became a full blown fascist and his violence was as emotionally motivated as it was ideologically motivated. That’s why he went down a dark path. Because once he murdered the village and his own parents he decided that there were more people to murder. That’s also why Maki didn’t go dark. She snaps for emotional and survival reasons. Also her goal was to take over the Zenin clan, and in a way she does accomplish that. 

We never learn what the elders think of her murdering the Zenin. I suspect they aren’t cool with that. But they aren’t in power anymore, not really. The Zenin are gone. The Kamo are taken over by Kenjaku who doesn’t give two shits about what Maki did. The Gojou are leaderless and probably pariahs with how Gojou Satoru was declared a criminal at that point. There was no one to call Maki’s actions out. No one among the people who like her who’d have a problem with it because of how normalised murder is in the jujutsu world. Maybe Yuuji would but we never see them have time to talk about it.

(edit. The wonderful @cursedvibes corrected me on this. From his comment in the notes:

“Just wanted to add, the Gojo aren’t pariah during Satoru’s absence. They, together with the Kamo, pushed for the Zenin’s loss of status after the massacre, which also shows that the higher-ups never cared about the Zenin as such, just about their power. If they lose it, they’re worthless.“

I completely forgot about this, thank you!)

There was no one “innocent” in the Zenin clan but that’s not why murder is bad and why what Maki did isn’t really okay. “Innocence” is a very subjective concept and I’m not going to go into it. But I will go into the:

“Not everyone in the clan was responsible for the abuse Mai and Maki suffered from.”

Because you’re completely wrong. One of the themes in JJK are oppressive systems based on tradition,  patriarchy and the primitive idea of strength. These systems can exist because people uphold them. Everyone who stayed in the Zenin clan or joined it willingly worked to uphold that system and the abuse that this system perpetuated on its members. It’s like a cult. Of course there’s the aspect of coercion and manipulation, people can be victims and perpetrators at the same time. It’s of course very hard for an individual to dismantle a system like that, it’s hard even for a group. Or even a super strong individual like Gojou. Especially because he doesn’t murder the elders because he doesn’t want to completely dismantle the system. He thinks he can fix it. He’s the worthlessness of incrementalism incarnated.  

It’s hard to leave it too, especially if the values of the system are ingrained into the person and also they don’t know enough of the outside world to seek help. 

JJK is written for the Japanese audience, regardless of how popular it is worldwide. Traditional Japanese families, especially the middle and upper class ones, ran on oppressive Confucianism mixed with other not great stuff. They were often rife with abuse. In the late 19th and early 20th centuries there was even a type of fiction that told the stories of culturally approved hazing that the mother of the oldest son performed on his wife. The wife, a person from the outside, was mentally and physically tortured by the mother and she had to take it because of the morality at the time. Then she repeated that cycle of violence. 

For a system like this to exist everyone had to participate in it. That’s also why in JJK we see women upholding the misogyny in the Kamo clan. That’s why Mai and Maki’s mother kills Naoya and apologises. She was indifferent to the suffering of her children. She bought into the rules of the Zenin clan and upheld them.

Also Japanese aristocracy, what the Three Clans seem to be tied to, was rife with incest. Like aristocracy was in many places worldwide. A reader who has this cultural context knows perfectly well how this system came about. The manga (or any other text) doesn’t need to explain everything, it can lean on the general knowledge of its readers. 

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(back to the og post)

Okay. Now this will probably where some fans will roost me alive.

In the beginning, the manga did a great job on mentioning it, with the Momo vs Nobara fight. And we do see it within the Zenin Clan. However, that’s basically it. Sure the Zenin clan is part of the Big Three, but most depictions of misogyny was from the clan, and barely anything outside of it within the jujutsu society. Doesn’t really goes into it that much depth, or show other ways misogyny appears within the society. We can speculate and assume, like how we can assume there’s only two women who are grade one and above due to general misogyny that result in those women are becoming predatorial just to be on top. But the manga never mentions it nor even hints it. We just have to assume that via headcannon.

Lol, you really did overlook most of the story. Like Kenjaku, Uro, Yorozu or the whole Kamo clan… the manga repeatedly showcases the misogyny of the jujutsu world, it’s not subtext, it’s not subtle.

Yuki is predatory now? How? Ngl, I’m not even going to try with this one because it seems like such a reach in bad faith.

I’m not going to spend too much time on Uro or Yorozu because women in the Heian times is a topic many people wrote dissertations about. But like both their stories showcase a snapshot of how shitty it was for women back then, even for women that close to the circles of power. Anyway that’s some of the very clear hints the manga gives you, so clear actually that it’s almost rude to call them hints. 

Kenjaku, my beloved villain. Kenny themself has a very strange relationship to womanhood. The fact that they gave birth is interesting. Their domain expansion hints at some obsession with reproductive capabilities and is heavily tied to female bodies in its imagery. But also the headless aspect of the bodies feeds a bit into the patriarchal view of women as incubators. I say women because patriarchy has no place for trans people. And while I think of Kenjaku as trans it doesn’t mean they are free of all these patriarchal views that were dominant in society for centuries. 

Then there’s Kenny as Meiji Noritoshi Kamo. We don’t know if the og Kamo started the experiments that led to the Death Painting Wombs. Definitely Kenjaku finished them. But that just feeds into their pregnancy and reproduction interests. 

The more interesting aspect for the discussion of misogyny in the jujutsu world is what we know of how the jujutsu society remembers this situation. They collected what Kenjaku created, the Death Paintings, but no one knows what happened to the mother. Why? Because to the jujutsu society she was irrelevant. Her abuse, her suffering, even her name was irrelevant. Noritoshi Kamo, someone perceived as a man, went down in history for his crimes. His victim, a woman, was completely forgotten. 

Also a small side note for Tengen. Tengen now is a woman because it seems that women were sacrificed to uphold her humanity. I speak more on Tengen in my bodily autonomy in JJK post. But here I will just note that it’s interesting that the Star Plasma Vessels are female. Is it a uniquely female quality to be able to become such a vessel? Is it coincidence? Or are female lives just seen as less valuable? This isn’t a strong argument, it’s purely speculation and just food for thought.

(edit. Another correction by @cursedvibes, I should’ve consulted you in the first place. From his comment in the notes:

“Other thing is, I wouldn’t say Tengen is a woman because the SPVs are women. First of all, the vessels are based on her genetics not the other way around. Also, the first vessel was a man. While I personally hc him as a trans man due to point 1 (and cishets don’t exist in jjk Heian), he wears masculine clothing and has facial hair, which makes it likely he was read as male by people. Same as Tengen. Even Yuki picked her for a man, but Tengen rejects that. Her masculine appearance (besides her skills) is also I think, why she managed to accumulate power in such a patriarchal system. Quite similar to Kenjaku.

Again, thank you. I like your hc about the first vessel. Also a nice bit from Gege, that looks shouldn’t determin femininity - I forgot about this one too.)

We finally got to the section: the system will fuck you over - aka one of the major JJK themes

Respectability politics 

Let’s start with Noritoshi the teen. His backstory is about how his clan and by implication all the 3 clans live outside the regular societal rules, and they function kinda as if they lived several hundred years in the past. The Zenin clan, as discussed above, works in a very similar way. Back to the Kamos. Women in the clan are either conservative older women who haze the younger or wives of different status or concubines! Noritoshi is a son of a concubine so he’s less than even though he has the hereditary technique. His mother was practically a thing to his clan, an incubator. And she was discarded like a piece of trash.

He wants to take over and change the system of his clan so he can get his mother back. But no matter how well he tries to live up to the expectations, it’s not enough. It doesn’t matter in the end. He’s lucky that Kenjaku doesn’t give a shit about him because the clan would’ve killed him very fast otherwise. 

Playing respectability politics won’t guarantee the person their safety or the ability to protect their loved ones. It may give them the illusion of safety but it won’t grant them the loyalty of the system. The system only cares about upholding itself. So that safety is extremely fragile and can be taken away at any moment. 

Pick-mes 

Remi is a typical pick-me. She’s trying to play the patriarchal game and win. She tries to embody all the stereotypes the patriarchal system pushes her into as a woman and thus guarantee safety for herself. But the system isn’t built to protect her, even if patriarchy declares that if women subjugate themselves they will be protected. In the culling game it’s everyone for themself. Men will lead her on and exploit her but no one will protect her. Patriarchy and its ideals are a lie.

Abuse victims

Mai is extremely abused by the system (jujutsu society at large and her clan in particular) but she’s incapable of shedding its values. I don’t blame her for it but it is a fact. She finds solace in the abusive “normalcy”, she’s used to it and even when she’s let outside to the Kyoto school, she can’t shake it. Because it’s not easy to shake on one’s own after years of programming. It’s even probably reinforced by the Kyoto school which is far more conservative than the Tokyo one. I don’t find Gojou to be some beacon of progressivism but his fuck authority attitude is really good for the kids in Tokyo. 

Without help and people who could show her another path, Mai is trapped. She feels abandoned by Maki. Miwa and Momo are part of the jujutsu society and they try to play by its rules even if they don’t like them. What Mai needed was someone to encourage her to leave the jujutsu society altogether, like Nanami and Touji did. But of course she was a child so that route was not available to her without outside help. Also without someone who’d help deprogram her. 

The message with Mai isn’t that there isn’t a hope for csa victims. The message is that if the system is working against you, it’s very hard to overcome it, even if you have people who care for you. As long as you don’t have power on your own and everyone around you bought into the system, you’re trapped. Systems like these kill people like Mai every month or week even worldwide. This isn’t assigning blame to the individual, it’s an indictment of such systems and the fact that they are allowed to exist. 

Look who managed to get out. Touji, a man feared by the system. They didn’t stop him and mostly left him be until he fucked with them. Nanami who was an adult and also a powerful sorcerer. Megumi wasn’t in the system in the beginning but he was forced back into the jujutsu society but because of how it happened he never fully bought into it. Especially not into the Three Clans shit. Though he did get indoctrinated into the strength bullshit. And the law and justice aspect of the jujutsu society. An ideology which later Gege dismantles in the Yuuji/Higuruma encounter. 

“The Master’s Tools Will Never Dismantle the Master’s House”

Maki’s murder spree is extremely cathartic for the reader but visibly hollow for her. She lost everything because she too bought into the values of the system. She bought into the strength ideology. That if she’s strong enough she can destroy the system. But the strength ideology wasn’t there to allow the super strong individuals to call the shots. It was there to create this kind of barely attainable ideal, jujutsu idols that others would be distracted by and would strive to be like. We see it in how people talk about Gojou, how Ino fanboys over Nanami. This way the weak don’t question the system that much. Thus they also don’t question the power of the elders. Gakuganji says it: the 1st grades are and should be in power. Who are the first grades? Some of the strongest sorcerers in Japan. Who decided that? The system created and supervised by other 1st grades. The special grades, even though they are the strongest, aren’t in power. They are anomalies. Glitches in the system that the system assimilates and tames. And if they can’t be assimilated, like Getou, it kills them. 

Maki thought that if she became the strongest Zenin she would become the leader automatically. But that’s not how the system works. The Zenin didn’t even accept Megumi taking over, his strength be damned, because he wasn’t part of the system. He wasn’t really in the in-group. The rules of the system were a lie. They were there to regulate the weak but when the wrong people tried to use them to gain power it turned out that the rules are void.

Maki and Mai realise this too late. The system will always be against them no matter how they try to navigate it. Whether they will try to hide within it and accept its normalcy or they will try to win playing by its fake rules to get to the top. As long as the system exists neither of them can be safe. Their father almost kills them both and leaves them to die because they embarrassed him in the eyes of the system, they weakened his position. 

Maki is ready to die together, defeated by the system. Mai is also ready to die but she is ready to die alone. In this last moment she realises that the system needs to be destroyed and that maybe Maki can do it. Mai is too tired for that herself and she was never a fighter. So she commits suicide because the system crushed her in the end. But commands Maki to destroy everything.

Maki does so practically on autopilot. She doesn’t care for her mother’s apology. That apology is too little too late. The victory gives her no joy, it’s extremely painful and grim.

The theme and the message is that an oppressive system can’t be gamed, can’t be appeased, can’t be changed from within because it doesn’t respect its own rules. It needs to be dismantled but that process is horrific and some will not make it through no fault of their own. 

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However, all of that can be forgiven but here’s the thing. Jjk is pretty hypocritical. Jjk is pretty misogynistic itself. Now, I’ll give it credit. It’s doesn’t have any prevy character, nor does it super sexualized the female cast in comparison to most Shonen. But like… come on. That is not a high bar to pass. The manga is still misogynistic.

I mean think about it. Most of the female cast dies too early, or their bodies are brutalizing in an exploitative way. Look at Nanako, Mimiko, Yuki, and etc.

I even double checked how Nanako, Mimiko and Yuki were killed to try to understand the unique exploitativeness of how their bodies were brutalised. Did you read the goddamn manga at all?! There’s nothing special in the depiction of their deaths. Some examples of deaths of men for comparison: 

Gojou - the way Touji almost kills him is very brutal.

Touji - part of his body was ripped off.

People hanged by Mimiko - shown up close.

Getou - part of his body gets ripped off, now his body is worn as a skin suit by the villain. (Kenny I’m sorry for this, I love you, you know that. You’re the best villain of the manga, you live rent free in my brain. You’re wearing it far better than that dumb supremacist ever did.)

The three bodies in the juvenile detention centre. 

Junpei - his body was turned into a grotesque monster and he died from the shock of it.

Coat Rack Man - didn’t die but was extremely brutalised.

Rando man - gets fed Kechizu and dies gruesomely. 

Kechizu - gets exploded.

Eso - gets partially exploded then punched through the chest. 

Hand Sword Perv - gets sliced like ham by Sukuna, he is lying there in the background in slices for several panels.

Nanami - burned to the point of losing a part of his body and having an empty eye socket and exposed bone, then exploded.

Jinichi Zenin - Maki carries around his severed head. (This one is a bit of a staple, Gojou also carries around the severed heads of his victims.)

Some Guy in the Sendai colony that Yuuta didn’t manage to save - eaten alive by roaches over the course of several panels.

Ishigori - sliced like ham by Sukuna.

I think these are the most graphic and gratuitous ones, at least I could remember these off the top of my head. Women die in as gruesome ways as men. Yay, a win for equality?!?!

Even the female characters themselves, expect for Maki, barely have an impact in the narrative compared to the male cast. Like the characters themselves are interesting, but they barely have actual arcs nor much do much in the narrative. The only female character with an actual proper arc is Kasumi Miwa.

It’s like if a horror movie was praised for such a good representation of mental illness, but the “representation” is that the illness is villainize and orchestrated. But oh wait! It gets brownie points because it’s not as bad as other representations! Bad rep is still bad rep!

Is anyone is praising freaking Disney for freaking adding a gay couple in the background for like a couple seconds? No! Everyone always hate that crap!

This is the only criticism that kinda holds water. Yes, the female cast isn’t as explored as the main male cast and they have a much lesser impact on the story. It’s especially sad with NobaraIt’d be nice if they had more. But that in itself isn’t actually misogyny. That’s poor writing. Gege is indeed rushing through the story.

Having said that, outside of furthering the main storyline and the main cast, many male characters are also rushed and then they die: Junpei, Kokichi, Haibara, the two Death Paintings, Yaga, even Nanami. Riko, Mai, Yuki, Yorozu, they don’t get less consideration or developemnt than those male characters, some of them actually get more. It’s a real shame Gege is speedrunning the manga and neglecting most of the characters.

But it’s not just that the women are not sexualised. They have nice varied designs. They have distinct personalities. Not only Maki has a goal in the story, other female characters have them too and they are working towards them. They do not exist to be love interests, sisters or mothers to the male cast, they also don’t exist solely to further the plot. They have strong bonds between each other that the men are not involved in. They also have bonds with men that are not only romance based. 

Gege made a solid attempt at a better female cast than most shounen authors. It’s not a fully successful attempt but calling it no better than showing a gay couple for a couple of seconds is just plainly wrong and really in bad faith. It’s a huge step in the right direction in a genre that barely made any even small ones thus far. It’s a ridiculous expectation that a genre can change overnight. That a genre that has produced work after work where women were nothing but objects will suddenly produced a fully fledged work that will satisfy mean spirited Western fans who have very low reading comprehension but love to hate read and argue in bad faith and virtue signal. (I’m still not over how this “oh so concerned about women” fandom treated Hana and Yorozu, I saw you dipshits, you and your fake feminism and progressivism, I see you all out there pretending Kirara doesn’t exist too.)

Calling it misogyny is honestly kinda gross because there’s no special hatred towards women shown by the author. Nothing about Jujutsu Kaisen screams that the mistakes in handling the female characters come from some deep seated malicious and hateful convictions. It’s just a work by an author who probably isn’t that well versed in modern feminism, especially contemporary Western feminism, who’s writing for a magazine that is really stuck in its conservative ways. JJK isn’t even remotely as feminist or lefty as I am but I respect it for the things it actually tries to do.

Especially that JJK is a really decent attempt at feeding some feminism to teen boys. I wrote a whole post on it months ago and if I wrote it today I’d write it differently so I won’t link it. But the main points of that post still stand.

1. Yuuji is written more like a female character than a male one if we take the gender stereotypes into consideration, especially those that pervade the shounen genre. He’s built around compassion, cooperation and orienting himself towards others. These are stereotypically female coded traits.

He doesn’t have a self aggrandising goal like so many shounen protagonists. His goal is intimate, it’s about his emotional needs.

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I forgot to mention that Yuuji is quite passive compared to a typical shounen protag. He rarely takes action on his own and only when the situation really forces him to do it. He’s reactive not proactive. He has this goal of eating all fingers but he waits for instructions, follows them. He doesn’t go out in the world seeking out the fingers. Same goes for his missions to kill curses.

The reality had to hurt him real bad for him to become more active and still even now he falls in line, he’s not driven in the way shounen protags usually are.

Passivity is associated with the concpet yin, which is also associated with femininity. Why do I mention this concept? Because jujutsu sorceres are kinda the successors of onmyōji, or more literally the yin-and-yang masters

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He doesn’t have much of an ego. He knows he’s good at fighting but he’s not arrogant about it like Gojou or Sukuna are. 

He’s tactile, he has an open body language. 

His best friend is Nobara. The way they are close is astounding. All their idiot to idiot moments. All their physical contact. The way they complement each other while fighting. The way Nobara can just text Yuuji to come and he does. Nobara being gone really affects Yuuji deeply, to the point where he uncharacteristically lashed out at Hana. And it’s completely not sexual or romantic. Compared to that his friendship with Megumi is pretty shit and not really close. 

He’s been very clearly socialised as a boy in a pretty misogynist society on shit like shounen manga. He has “a type” when it comes to girls, that he can invoke instantly because that’s how young boys are socialised, it’s expected of them. And yet that type is just an aesthetic preference. It’s not really what he’d even want from a potential girlfriend. He treats women like people. Naturally, instinctively not in the fake “nice guy” way. 

He’s such a well rounded role model of young masculinity. He is that because Gege doesn’t build him on the stereotypes of what masculinity should be according to the conservative patriarchal viewpoint. Yuuji is a human who’s entitled to emotions, who’s not a total victim of his socialisation, who doesn’t strive to live up to societal expectations. No status quo, the mantra of JJK. 

2. The manga explicitly invokes the “think of women as people” three times. When Toudou asks Megumi his type and Megumi’s answer gets approval from both Nobara and Mai. When Nobara asks Yuuji about Maki and she corrects him when his brain goes the way of his past socialisation. When Yuuji talks about Ozawa. It basically is taking its male readership by the hand and guiding them.

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This is also reinforced by the fact how women are designed in the first place - their looks, their personalities, their existance within a highly patriachal system but in most cases not following its rules or being shown in the context of how these rules affect them negatively. There’s an interesting fragment in the interview Gege had with Kubo, the author of Bleach. Kubo generally comes off in that whole interview as a pretty awful guy but this part is just cringe:

Q: By the way,  are there any other characters amongst the Jujutsu Kaisen cast that you are interested in? For instance, female characters.

Kubo: I apologize for saying this in front of the author, but amongst the women of Jujutsu I don’t have one that catches my interest.

Kubo: Aren’t their personalities overall rather tough*?(mix of harsh/demanding)

When characters of the opposite sex are more focused on one type,  the author’s preferences are often reflected - so I assumed it must be Gege-sensei’s preference.

Gege: No, it’s a topic I avoid…. I am aware that I’m not good at drawing women. I sometimes halt myself before trying to create the so-called ladylike characters.

Kubo: Even though there are many different types of male characters, only the female ones seem to be leaning into one type. Could it be that you feel the need to avoid putting out female characters that follow gender roles?

Gege: It’s not really like that….

Kubo: Huh~ And it’s not like strong women are your preferred type either?

Gege: That’s right. I don’t really have that many types that I like. If you ask me about female characters I loved in the past  I would freeze in place. Also, I wonder if the readers even would like to see ladylike or sensual female characters from me.

Kubo: Indeed, I think JujutsuKaisen’s readers are perfectly crazy about/fans of the female characters of the series.

Q: What would the two of you do if you were asked about your fetish by Todou?

Gege: No comment. I would probably get beaten up.

Kubo: I would say “big boobs”. Ah, but I’m not talking about real life preferences. This is about liking big breasts on fictional characters.

(The translation is from a fan translation of the official JJK fanbook. I will not link it here if you want a link dm me.)

This exchange is interesting for several reasons:

One: Gege gets criticised for their portrayals of women from both sides to the point where here in this interview, I think around the end of Shibuya, already they are very insecure about it.

Two: Gege, who grew up on shounen and also clearly a lot of american cinema, can’t think of female characters they like. Yet they produced such a varied female cast. They think of women as people and do their best to write them like that but this also shows why they probably didn’t know what to do with them in the end. They should’ve read/watched more female centric stories. That’s why their attempt isn’t really successful.

Three: Kubo intimidates Gege here and it’s a shame. We get more of what Kubo assumes and not enough of what Gege thinks. And Kubo pushes Gege to accept his framing. I really wish Kubo let Gege say what they meant by “It’s not really like that….”

But throughout Kubo heavily implies that all Gege’s women are not feminine enough, looks and personality wise. That Gege is trying to go against some stereotypes. (Miwa’s tits not big enough for Kubo to notice her, the tragedy)

This will be my interpretation but what Gege seems to be doing with their male and female characters is to write them as people and not cling to stereotypes, instead of actively going against stereotypes. But not following stereotypes is seen as an attack by conservatives.

I got @cursedvibes​ to confirm the translation of this one line and he came up with something more clear: “Indeed, I get the impression that JJK’s female characters are something jjk’s readers go absolutely crazy about/are really into.

This shows to me that Kubo is aware that societal norms are changing, that women not being meek and in the background is more normalised even among young male readership, he just can’t get with that program. And he kinda judges the JJK fandom for being into it.

Four: The last comment by Kubo, there we have it, the societal expectation for a guy to like “big tits” in women. And treat women in fiction as just eye candy.

Gege dodges the answer, which is a shame but honestly, the way this interview goes, the shit Kubo says, the way he talks over Gege… I wouldn’t touch a question like that either. Especially that Toudou asks about fetishes, and everyone is entitled to those in private. 

Generally this interview showcases how writing women as people is not an expectation from a shounen author. More than that, it’s kinda judged. Edit end)

3. There’s not a single line glorifying stereotypical masculinity. No “be a man”, “act like a man”, “because you’re a man” etc. It never questions anyone’s masculinity. Even Toudou doesn’t do that, he just calls people boring and says they have bad taste. The two people closest to embodying stereotypical masculinity are Toudou and Sukuna. Toudou is a bit of a joke and he’s really disliked for being like that. Sukuna is a god awful person and a villain. 

4. Toudou gets rejected by Takada in his fanfic scenario about Yuuji being his bestie. He does not lash out, he takes the no from her. He seeks out emotional support. Even Toudou who’s juxtaposed with other characters when it comes to the way he talks about women. Japan has a serious stalker problem and a feminicide problem. Compared to how in other manga guys pester women and don’t accept rejection, this is a very important moment.

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5. I forgot to talk about the conversation between Momo and Nobara but I honestly dislike that conversation, so my tired brain probably decided it’s unimportant. For the “feeding feminism to teens” it is kinda important but it’s the weakest moment of that in JJK.

First off Momo uses talking about feminism as a deflection from: we’re trying to murder you friend here. Nobara doesn’t let her do that too much and that’s nice but still. It kinda feeds into the narrative that feminism is this fake issue used to distract from real issues.

Secondly, Momo talks about institutional issues, Nobara replies with girlboss feminism and wins the fight. Le sigh. This shows that Gege read up on feminism but not enough, and is kinda confused about it. So the conversation is really quite hollow in the end.

Generally Gege does better feminism by showing and by storyline than dialogue. JJK has very clear feminist and anti-patriarchal messaging but in dialogue it sometimes stumbles.)


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But I am an awful person so I will throw a bone to you all out there desperately seeking out misogyny in JJK. You just won’t like it. 

There are some characters whose misogyny is out there in the open. Junpei’s bullies come to mind, the way they think about the girl bully is really sexist. There’s the Hand Sword Perv who really has very high creeper and incel vibes - and it’s very clearly stated. Toudou I’ve mentioned before. These guys’ stance on women gets called out. The way Gege talks about Toudou in the fanbook is very telling and judgemental. Gege knew exactly what they were doing here. 

The one person whose misogyny isn’t openly called out is Megumi. But his misogyny is his undoing so he gets more than thoroughly punished for it. 

It took me a while to figure myself out. Understand why I never really vibed with Megumi. Yes, it’s partially his fake deepness. Yuuji calls him smart but Yuuji isn’t as well read, he doesn’t know long words that well. It’s easy to get intimidated and impressed by word vomit. Megumi isn’t very smart at all, he’s well read and he studies a lot for school. His life philosophy is absolutely dogshit. Yuuji is a much smarter person than he is. 

The fact that Megumi isn’t that smart is showcased early on in how he needs Sukuna’s, of all fucking people, encouragement to start to put some effort and imagination into his CT. Then he needs more reinforcement from Gojou. Both Sukuna and Gojou point out very simple flaws in his way of thinking. If he was really smart, he wouldn’t have run himself into those intellectual corners in the first place. 

The other reason finally clicked for me after the Tsumiki/Yorozu situation. People were upset that Tsumiki wasn’t fleshed out. That she was just a prop not a character. And my mind told me, yes, that’s true but also… also there’s something wrong about this interpretation.

And I finally figured out why it didn’t sit quite right with me. And that’s because it’s by design. Tsumiki is a prop because Megumi himself turned her into it. He never tried to connect with her. He was never interested in who she was as a person, what she did. He didn’t know how she spent her time, where she went with her friends. Tsumiki was an idea he conjured up in his mind. One that he could disagree with and reject as a kid. One that he recontextualised a few years later when his philosophy started to change after he met Yuuji. And it doesn’t seem like an accident that Megumi started to see value in Tsumiki’s opinions after he got exposed to similar ones from a man. 

Megumi isn’t really close with Nobara, he’s not close with Maki either. Yes, he’s not close with anyone. But he tries to build some connection with Yuuji while he never tries to do that with Nobara. Nobara’s death or grave injury (Gege clear this up for fucks sake!) barely seems to affect him at all. He’s surprised and appalled by Yuuji’s outburst. 

While Remi is a shitty person and she deserves some choice words for her behaviour, the way Megumi talks to her is very telling. It’s also very telling that he uses the idealised version of Tsumiki as a crutch in that situation. This is actually a writing choice of Gege’s I’m kinda split on. Yes, it’s a mask off moment for Megumi. And yes, Remi deserves to get called out on her bs. But it coming from Megumi makes it fall flat. 

When Megumi tells his type it seems like he respects women. But what he really respects is his image of an intellectual. Of course he’s not into tall girls with fat asses, he’s all about those high minded ideals not the baser instincts. That’s proven further when he judges Yuuji for his posters. Posters Nobara has no problem with. She even makes fun of Megumi for that comment. Megumi projects faux respectability and vapid intellectualism in that moment. And in the same scene we learn how clearly Yuuji saw Ozawa. While Megumi, who feels superior to Yuuji in that moment, has no fucking clue who even his own sister is as a person.  

And it all comes together when Yorozu wakes up in Tsumiki’s body. Because he never cared about Tsumiki as a person he doesn’t recognise that something is wrong. His lack of interest in other people and treating women as ideas and not as people comes back to bite him in the ass so fucking hard. 

The thing is that it’s not said out loud. The reader doesn’t get taken by the hand and led through this one, unlike the Toudou shit. Maybe Gege shouldn’t’ve trusted their readers that much.

So here, misogyny, you’re welcome. 

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Also @cursedvibes mentioned in our dms that it’d’ve been better if we’d seen the real Tsumiki to contrast her with the dumb image Megumi conjured in his brain. It’s a poor writing choice by Gege, it would’ve really driven home Megumi’s complete disregard for her as a person. 

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I think I see Geto’s and Gojo’s relationship much more different than most users here. You see.. I don’t think Gojo ever saw the true Geto. It was mostly Geto who saw through Gojo’s facade. Not Gojo.

Why do I think that? Welll… I think Geto has always believed that jujutsu sorcerers are superior, but until THAT moment they didnt have a meaning. Humans were not a threat. He was just taught to believe that his role was to protect humans. And he believe that was right because thats what he was taught. The speech that he had about the role of jujutsu sorcerers was just that, a speech, that he heard from others and a speech that the entire jujutsu world believed in. That a sorcerer’s role is to protect humans from curses. We have seen his belief be completely abandoned when seeing how cruel humans can be. If he truly believed that his role was to protect humans from curses then surely he would realize that the cruelty of some specific humans is not something shared between all humans. But he didn’t. Because all humans were always the same for him. And he wasn’t human. 

The whole thing with “one and only” is that in fact well they didnt have any other meaningful relationship. They didnt have other friends. Some were just close acquaintances (like Shoko). They were closed off because they were the strongest duo. So none could compare. What was the point in investing in other people? That’s kinda why Gojo thinks he is alone. Because he saw Geto as his only friend and equal. Same for Geto in a way. 

Shoko was there too, she was one of their friends too. But that’s the catch. She wasn’t really seen as a friend. You open up to a friend. You talk about your problems and joys with a friend. For me it seems that only Shoko saw them as her friends. So I’m sure if someone were to ask them, yes, sure, both would say Shoko is a friend. But we all have those people we call friends.. but are they really? They aren’t close friends, but they aren’t acquaintances either so they are somewhere inbetween. 

This relationship crumbled mostly because of lack of honesty. 

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Anonymous asked:

why are your replies so amazing? not fair!! 😭 I've seen some people mad at Killua's decision to split without opening. I shift between thinking Gon really adores Killua and thinking Gon "rejected" Killua at the palace invasion, but I guess it was more about Gon's feelings about himself than about still wanting to be friends with Killua or not. Still, I understand why Killua took it personally, because he was struggling alone about his worth. What do you think about this and Killua's decision?

subdee answered:

Hey thanks, glad you like them!!  :D

I pretty much agree with you, I don’t think Gon’s actions were really about Killua and whether or not Gon values him as a friend (he did and he does).  They were more about his feelings towards himself, and specifically, the feeling that what happened to Kite was his fault and he needed to punish himself for it. 

My new favorite thing to point out is that manga chapter 222 basically foreshadows how the entire arc will play out:

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Killua, observing Gon fighting the zombie corpse of Kite in chapter 222, says for the benefit of the audience (Knuckle, Shoot, Morel and Knov) that Gon is letting himself get hit to learn the enemy’s movements.  

But internally, he knows that’s not really it.  Because he knows Gon better than anyone, he knows (or guesses) that Gon lets Kite hit him because he doesn’t what else to do, “faced with the reality we helped create.”

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Sidenote, but if you think about when the rift between Gon and Killua really starts to form… it’s possible the “Gon you are light” scene starts the rift on Killua’s end, because Killua also feels extremely guilty for what happened to Kite, and like he doesn’t deserve to be by Gon’s side after that (something Bisuke, Knov and Morel all enforce to him, and the reason he’s so grateful that Gon doesn’t blame him for running away like they do). 

And even though Killua has always kept secrets from Gon, the secrets he keeps after this are really serious ones, like that he plans to leave Gon if he can’t overcome his conditioning to run away, or when he nearly dies in the hospital after the nen darts game, or when he removes the needle, overcoming his family’s conditioning (which allows him to stay by Gon’s side, as per Bisuke).

Or later when he can’t bring himself to ask Gon whether Gon knows he’s there as a friend, and not for the sake of the mission…

Killua is holding back a lot around Gon, for the whole arc, which I don’t think gives Gon enough credit, really.  He’s thinking that Gon is in this delicate emotional state and won’t be able to handle the truth, but is it really true?  Gon is tougher than he lets on…

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But anyway, in terms of Gon and his part in their rift, I really think it happens, not when he wakes up, but after the “reunion” with Kite in chapter 222.  Because before this, Gon was still optimistic - or maybe you could say in denial? - about Kite, and we were still in the shounen jump universe of friendship, hard work, victory.  

On the truck out of NGL, for example, Spinner tells Gon to stop sulking because Kite is definitely okay and if he feels bad about being weak he should just train to get stronger… a classic shounen jump moral message:

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And even though this arc is more serious, dark, and violent than the proceeding ones, there’s still some room for childhood optimism you know? For instance in the chapter right before this, Gon and Killua discuss rare chocorobos….

But in chapter 222 when zombie Kite shows up (the title of this chapter is “Reunion Part 3″ -_- SAVAGE) the tone becomes dark again, because despite all the killing since this arc began, this is the first time someone Gon knows and cares about personally has died. 

It really affects him - also because what happened to Kite is just so viscerally horrible - and the seriousness of their situation starts to really sink in. And like I said before, it foreshadows how the rest of the arc will play out:

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If you skip forward all the way to the end - when Killua is trying to process what happened at the hospital - it’s a callback to this scene specifically:

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There’s various things that happen in between, so it’s easy to lose track of the callback.  But these two chapters bookmark the arc, and what they show (more or less) is that Killua knew all along what was happening with Gon.  He just didn’t know how to talk about it with Gon, or get Gon to snap out of it.  

Gon’s anger, that he doesn’t know where to direct (so he directs it at himself and (very rarely) at Killua, who’s an extension of himself) is simmering underneath the whole time, and it comes out from time to time, like when Morel invites Gon to hit him “like you want to kill me” and Gon nearly does. Morel thinks his anger, his determination, is a good thing and it will make Gon stronger.  Nen is a reflection of will, so this is probably even true. 

And it really comes out when Gon sees Pitou healing Komugi:

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Gon talks a lot about fairness in this chapter… that letting Pitou heal Komugi (when Kite is not healed) isn’t fair.   It’s a childish but also an understandable reaction.  And this is the real reason he lashes out at Killua, BTW, because Killua suggests they follow the strategic choice but Gon has absolutely no desire to do that. 

Gon doesn’t want to be strategic or rational in this highly emotional moment, he wants to lash out and hurt Pitou, even though it won’t help their situation at all.  He’s been triggered, I guess you could say, by seeing Pitou operating on someone else the way they must have operated on Kite…

Anyway, this is a continuation of Gon and Killua’s dynamic - it’s not the only time Killua was the voice urging caution, reason, strategy, and holding back, and Gon was the incautious or irrational one by comparison - and just like in the  other times, Gon does listen to Killua and does hold back, even though he really doesn’t want to.

Killua thinks Gon stopped because he used the magic word “Kite” but Gon doesn’t respond until Killua is more honest and harsh with him:

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Anyway, TL;DR but Killua was correct about Gon from the beginning:

1) He doesn’t know how to process what happened with Kite

2) He’s letting himself get hurt to because what happened to Kite wasn’t fair; but if Gon also gets hurt that will make it fair

3) He’s angry and wants a target for his anger

4) He’s determined to handle it alone and not let Killua help. 

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Incidentally, as far as pushing people away goes, Killua does it too.  We just tend to forget about this moment, because Gon is able to see that Killua is acting out of character and he lets it go:

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Killua lets Gon make the moral decision about whether they should ignore the selection process to focus on the mission, or try to stop it.  Gon, thinking morally and not strategically, says they should stop it (and he’s correct).  Killua agrees with him, but says he’ll handle it alone. 

Gon wants to work together, but Killua tells him to stay out of it because (he says) “It’ll be easier to do this by myself.”  The implied reason is that Gon won’t be able to handle it if he sees innocent people getting killed, he’ll just rush in and get himself killed way too early, ruining the plan.  

Personally I always thought Killua’s stated reason for splitting them up was lame, and more of an excuse (because Togashi needs them apart for the darts game and whatever that nonsense was with Owl and Bat). 

But anyway, even though I think Killua’s reason is lame and out of character… it still plays out realistically.  It shows that Gon cares about Killua, pays attention to his moods, and knows when he’s not himself - even in the middle of his own crisis. 

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So yeah man, Gon cares about Killua and Killua cares about Gon.  Killua isn’t honest with Gon because he’s trying too hard to not to upset him, and Gon is too preoccupied with his own emotions (at times) to notice that he’s pushed Killua away. 

But it’s not because they don’t like or trust each other.  It’s because they’re in a   stressful situation, and Gon’s tunnel vision is focused on correcting the mistake of what happened to Kite. 

EDIT: I just realized I didn’t answer the part of your ask about how Killua feels or about his decision (to split up from Gon and spend more time with Alluka), I’m sorry… I’ve answered some similar questions before though, here they are:

https://subdee.tumblr.com/post/190432652756/how-do-you-think-killua-feels-towards-gon-now-do

https://subdee.tumblr.com/post/190897740466/to-tw-suicide-mention-anon

I hope this is what you were looking for, thanks for the ask!

subdee

Anonymous asked:

Oh thank you! So, when Morel challenges Gon Killua looks upset, and when the boys arrive in East Gorteau Killua urgently asks Gon to promise not to interfere, and Shoot notices that Killua’s on the verge of fading away. Do these things happen because Killua has an idea of what Gon’s prepared to do and he’s just dreading what will happen? Or are they separate issues? I was just wondering if it’s a little less ambiguous in the manga.

subdee answered:

I’m afraid that with HxH, the answer to a question like “is it less ambiguous” will usually be no. ^^ Even when it’s pretty clear what happened, sometimes the characters have mixed motivations / mixed emotions that even they don’t fully understand (just like real life), or what they’re feeling isn’t fully spelled out for the audience.

So it’s not really clear, but I personally lean towards Killua did have an idea that Gon might do something reckless and without considering the value of his own life, because he’d done that over and over again before in the manga (as early as the second chapter where he jumps off the boat to save the sailor, assuming Leorio and Kurapika will catch him).

Early in the manga his recklessness is a good thing and it’s why Leorio and Kurapika decide to team up with him, but starting from Heaven’s Arena it’s something that concerns Killua (when he smacks Gon for risking his life against the spinning top guy for instance; or when they have their screaming match while Nobu has them captive in York New, “I can but you can’t!”).

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In terms of their characters, Gon and Killua are like opposites right? Gon was minimally supervised growing up without much money, Killua had a lot of money but had to follow an elaborate set of family rules. Gon is too reckless, Killua is too cautious. Etc etc. So the Chimera Ant arc is a tragedy because it’s Gon’s character flaw of recklessness and lack of regard for his own life, taken all the way to its conclusion where he makes a nen contract to give up his life.

Anyway, I don’t think Killua knew what specifically what Gon would do, I just think he felt Gon would probably do something gonzo again. I mean recall, this is the same kid that let his arm get blown off in the fight against H. Bomber guy, only because he wanted to prove to himself that he could defeat him without using the trap Killua set up for him.

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Anyway to get back to your specific ask… the chapter that foreshadows what Gon is planning to do is actually chapter 222 in the manga, which is the one where Gon sees what happened to Kite after they left the battlefield, and not the contest with Morel (which is like… a dark echo of the contest they passed to get into Greed Island, because the CA arc is like the dark version of the GI arc, where all of the problems that weren’t a big deal / were minimized in the video game setting, are now actually serious in the battlefield setting).

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I wrote about this before, but what this chapter shows is 1) that Gon is willing to let himself get hurt because he feels bad about what happened to Kite, so he’s letting himself get hit to punish himself, and 2)…

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That none of the adults around really understand what’s going on, they all think it’s a strategy he’s following. But only Killua really knows Gon well enough to know it’s not a strategy, it’s something Gon is doing because he’s emotionally confused (in other words Gon is driven by emotions here, not rational strategy). Also 3)…

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…Gon directly tells Killua in this chapter that he’s planning to fight Pitou alone. Right after he let himself get smacked around! Killua’s pretty smart, I think he puts 2 and 2 together here that there’s something self-destructive about Gon’s quest for revenge, something about it that’s driven by emotions, and that Gon will likely go to extremes. That’s why he tags along, to keep an eye on him.

So I think in everything else that follows, we’re really seeing this initial scene playing out. Killua spends the rest of the CA concerned for Gon, because he’s the only one there who really knows how reckless Gon is and how willing he is to let himself get hurt, even when it’s completely unnecessary.

Gon spends some of the rest of the CA arc pretending to be normal, so what the scene with Morel really shows is that Gon’s initial emotions, that he showed in chapter 222, are still there, but just hidden.

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I don’t remember how obvious this is in the anime, but in the manga it’s pretty obvious (though not spelled out) that Gon is thinking about Pitou and Kite when he punches Morel, and summoning the emotions he’s still feeling about what happened to Kite. Nen is powered by your emotions, so his strong emotions are what make his punch so powerful and convince Morel and Knov to let him come along on the mission.

And again Killua is the one person, out of everyone watching, who really knows what’s up with Gon and is concerned for him:

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Killua never really voices anything of what he’s feeling, at least not until after it’s all over, and he’s thinking back to what happened from outside Gon’s hospital room.

So we really have to speculate, but personally I think he spends most of the Chimera Ant arc worried about Gon, because Gon is his friend. The other adults on the team see his anger as useful, and they take him at his word that he wants to be there (besides which, they are desperately short of manpower and they need the help).

Killua on the other hand is worried about Gon, not as a comrade, but as a friend because he knows Gon is suffering. And he’s probably also worried that Gon will go too far this time and really get himself killed.

Here’s that scene with Shoot BTW:

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Shoot is the only one paying enough attention to notice that Killua is putting up a front, he’s actually really worried about Gon (and has been worried about Gon this whole time).

As far as the scene in East Gorteau where Killua goes off alone to stop the civilian harvesting, kind of ignoring their orders to only focus on the palace, and makes Gon promise to not interfere… I don’t know man, that scene was really out of character for Killua (even Gon says so).

Maybe it’s a holdover from when he was protecting the nenless Gon (like when he fought the bunny ant alone). Maybe it’s related to the fact that Killua’s expecting to do some kind of upsetting things, and he still sees Gon as like the Light that shouldn’t be dragged into Killua’s dark Shadow world of criminals and death, and he shouldn’t have to see Killua fighting against the civilians or whatever other war crimes Killua might have to do to stop the harvesting.

…Or maybe Togashi was overworked and tired and he knew he needed Gon and Killua to split up, so Killua could meet Ikalgo and Gon could meet Meleoran, and that awkward bit of dialog was the best thing he could come up with at that time to force them apart. Ahaha.

Anyway Gon ends up being more honest with Meleoran than he is with Killua, about the shape of their relationship (”Killua will complain but in the end he’ll go along with what I want to do”).   And Killua ends up being more honest with Meleoran also, about how worried he is about Gon (when he says he’s actually relieved that Gon is calmly negotiating with Pitou, he was worried Gon would do something reckless).

What they aren’t doing, is communicating with each other, but I think it’s clear that Killua does understand what Gon is going through and wants to support him in his goal (of fighting Pitou alone).

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On the other hand, Gon is a bit too preoccupied to notice what Killua is going through, which is something he only realizes (and feels sorry about) afterward. So that scene with Shoot is there to show that at least one other person on the scene did notice that as much as Gon is not OK, Killua is also not OK either.

I hope that answers your question, anon! I think it’s all connected, but more as a slow-boiling pot that eventually boils over, than as Killua knowing specifically what Gon is planning to do.

remsavehim
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I always find it funny and thinks it shows off an obvious disconnect Knives has to the consequences of his actions when he’s like “Vash humans have caused so much physical damage to your body you cannot healed from how can you continue to protect them” and it’s like bestie you severed a limb off him. You are just the same, even more one arm wasn’t enough you went and did some fucked up science to the other one! At least it’s pretty understandable why Vash never belives knives

Knives is just a goofy scary character because ultimately his logic only works of you can physically amd mentally destroy and stop anyone who argues with you compared to actual reasonableness. Which I think ultimately makes me feel for him because it’s obvious he’s stuck in that traumatised state of mind he can’t move on from.

But he’s kinda like megamind to me

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I get that Kmives was tragically hurt and betrayed by humans, but the way he makes Vash and humans suffer is as rotten and bad as the scumbags of humanity which he argues are all humans.

Bitch acting more human than most


I want someone to just get into his face and call him the hypocrite that he is.

remsavehim

I think the scene in the end of Trimax where Vash shoots Knives in the leg is so telling of his disconnect. “My leg..! It hurts. Why?? Why does it hurt? There’s so much pain in my leg! Did you shoot me??” He cries out incredulous to the point of literally not understanding what just happened.

He had a front row seat to it all, had literally given Vash the gun, but just couldn’t even process reality, that being harmed hurts, that not just a plants feelings can be hurt but their body and gravely as well, no matter how much more powerful than a human’s, that Vash could not be forced down the road Knives’ thought eventually Vash would see from Knives’ own perspective, and that Vash would hurt him if he felt he had to for humans.

I like to think Rem was seeing that in Knives but didn’t have time to try and guide him away from such thinking until only being able to tell Vash to take care of him, which really could have meant “Help him heal, be his moral compass and protect him from what he might become.” so maybe if Vash had been a different sort of person in their youth he would have done this, mostly dragging Knives off his high horse to walk among the survivors of the crash until he understood his desire for revenge wouldn’t change the past or others.

rafyki
great-blaster

Edit: As of 12/19/2015, this novel translation is complete! I’d like to thank Buttface for helping me in editing. The link to the full translation, plus a PDF document if you would rather read it that way, can be found here.

Yowamushi Pedal novel, “Makishima & Toudou — The Two’s Promise” that goes a little more in-depth on the first promise exchanged between rivals Makishima Yuusuke and Toudou Jinpachi (manga volume 12, spoilers for the anime as of episode 25).

As usual with my translations, you ought to be able to Google something from it if you’re curious to know more detail.

great-blaster

I’m happy to announce that the official toumaki fanfic novel is complete! Please enjoy.

sneezemonster15

Anonymous asked:

🥴 in the fic naruto says sakura and ino were the prettiest girls in their class and somehow sasuke has the balls to ignore them following him around like puppies. he says hinata is really pretty lol. itachi is apparently the second prettiest after sasuke and he thinks it might be a tie between him and kakashi. gaara, neji, tsunade, tenten, kiba and lee are all apparently pretty to him too. there's this scene where he gets drunk and kisses ino, kiba, sai and lee, no internalised homophobia in sight. sasuke goes on and on about sakura and how he has a deep love for her, longs for her and feels affection for her, though he admits it's not in the way she wants. he even thinks she sees through him lol. but the really weird thing is how sasuke doesn't understand how he feels about naruto in the fic. he can admit he loves sakura in the start of the fic (and he can tell that it's not romantic on his end), but he has to have this big epiphany about loving naruto only at the end lol. and sakura obviously becomes so much more understanding lol. I think they're talented and i did enjoy reading the story, but they said they were writing everyone in character so this stuff bothered me 😞

sneezemonster15 answered:

What has always bothered me about fanfics is how they simply do not get how closetedness functions in a homophobic and heteronormative society. I don’t know if the writer is American or from some other western country. But as long as you are claiming to be canon compliant, maybe actually research how homosexuality or coming out of the closet would look in societies where it is not acceptable. Konoha/shinobi world is not only heteronormative, but downright homophobic. I mean, Sakura thinks they are brothers because she doesn’t know what else to call it, she is homophobic herself, and she knows Sasuke and Naruto are just way too close for being just friends, she could have told Sai they were very good friends, but one of the problems in this world is also a lack of terminology, resulting from a lack of familiarity and comfort with the topic of homosexuality but which is essentially required in order to assign names to certain feelings and relationships and dynamics that are seen as unconventional or different from the norm. Developing a certain terminology is important in order to understand interpersonal issues that are deeply embedded in the socio political fabric. You need a certain level of comfort with the idea of it to introduce and develop this terminology. I have a few gay friends in my circles and one of them has been in a long term partnership with a much younger man. The younger man is closeted and they live together, but he hasn’t come out to his family or close friends. Although his family does stay over and they think their son lives with his Teacher. And they are fine with it. They are deeply conservative people and staunchly heteronormative, which is why he hasn’t come out and I am pretty sure they have an idea about his sexuality, even if it is unsaid and full of obfuscation. But they don’t wanna take action because being with the Teacher has been good for his career and he is able to send money to them to contribute to their household. There isn’t just one reason of course, but invariably, whenever his friends or family come over, they never acknowledge their relationship even though it is so obvious. They call it a teacher student relationship who incidentally also cohabit. There’s a lot of denial going in there, but it’s understandable in their circumstances.

I get the feeling that they aren’t totally comfortable with the idea but they are also under certain obligations themselves and they are grateful to the Teacher. But you see, the terminology is missing. There’s also a major class difference.

Often in homophobic societies, and I live in one, there is so much taboo, prejudice, obfuscation and lack of information/comfort/familiarity around the idea of same sex relationships, that it’s difficult to carry on a dialectic with the proper assignment of terms. Gay or homosexual is not a word anyone will use here. They will use a slang word, which denotes something derogatory. Or if they wanna deny it altogether, they will use some other word for it. Like brother or sister. Or best friend, or room mate, or Teacher. It’s such a common phenomenon to reduce, invisibilise and trivialize homosexuality by giving it names that are incongruent with the actual nature of the relationship. It’s almost criminal how much this invisibilisation is normalised.

I remember when I was very young, like 12 years old, I was in the car with my mother and her friend. And her friend was crying because her sister was not agreeing to marry. Marrying here invariably means heterosexual, heh, it’s just a social reality. Because she had shacked up with her ‘best friend’, another girl, her college friend. They lived together and she would keep rejecting offers that the parents suggested to her. She was of the perfect age to marry and they were worried her golden age would pass her by and she would become a spinster, of course they blamed her best friend for it. Lol.

Now the thing is, there was a strange tonal quality to the term 'best friend’ in her voice. She was weeping and I just couldn’t understand why it would be a problem if her sister wanted to stay with her best friend. Lol. I thought it would be so much fun. Hahaha. I was very young. I remember asking my mother about it later and she shushed me telling me it was none of my business and not to talk to anyone about it. And it puzzled me even more.

Make no mistake, language is an inherently important and indispensable part of postulating and hence comprehending socio-politico-cultural issues and concepts, and as a result, navigating interpersonal dynamics and understanding. It’s not a coincidence that this manga stresses so much on the importance of 'communication’, and Naruto’s character is point blank shown to stress on it, it’s one of the most important lessons he learns in the course of the manga. You can’t understand emotions without verbalising them in your head. Linguistics is an inseparable part of comprehension, whether it’s about computing internal or external data, or both in conjunction. And when it comes to storytelling, it becomes one of the most important building blocks of expression and getting the story across to the readers or viewers. Naruto is shown to stress on communication in Boruto as well. And we see throughout the course of the Naruto and Shippuden manga, how Naruto comes to learn about and understand different characters’ and especially anti heroes’ feelings and resentments directed towards their dystopian world. In the kage arc, he says to Sasuke on the bridge - Sasuke, we will never be able to understand each other by words alone, we can only communicate properly by using our fists. Maybe if we can understand each other, I can change all that hate, like Iruka sensei did for me.

And yet, in the climax of Shippuden, at Sasuke’s insistence, it was Naruto’s words that finally resulted in Sasuke’s resolution, which finally broke through to Sasuke. Because those words showed his understanding. His feelings. His love. For Sasuke.

Kishi is a well read, well informed author. It shows in his work, even the different sources he takes inspiration from, such as Monzaemon Chikamatsu and acclaimed seinen mangas. Stories and characters don’t come out of oblivion.

Homophobia having the status of taboo itself means that there will be a dearth of conversations around it, there will be a lack of normalisation around it. It will carry a weight of malignance around it, something unnatural, something dirty, shameful. There is a lot of shame attached to this topic, which explains the lack of terminology around it, or appropriate wordage around it. Calling them boyfriend or girlfriend is not so acceptable in conservative societies. Or lovers, same sex partners. 'Partners’ is something that I have noticed to be more prevalent in current times around me. But it’s also evident that it is vague. Purposely so. It’s to minimise judgment.

And this is something I see consistently in this manga. There is so much going on throughout, as to what term to assign to this relationship between Naruto and Sasuke. Sakura calls them brothers but she knows they aren’t. She is suspicious of Naruto when he says Sasuke is much better looking than Sai and then backpedaling about it. She fake smiles. Also, if she thought they were brotherly, she wouldn’t have felt so threatened by Naruto. She tries to create distance between them, all to no avail sure, but she is obviously insecure about her own position in their equation. She doesn’t stand anywhere in it, but she does think Naruto comes between her and Sasuke, and their special relationship threatens her intentions towards Sasuke. Similarly, Kakashi thinks it’s because they are 'rivals’ and tells the same thing to Jiraiya, who compares Naruto and Sasuke with himself and Oro, when Naruto and Sasuke’s relationship is not really like theirs in essence. We also know that Kakashi is not the most reliable person when it comes to understanding emotional and interpersonal nuances. Just like Sai isn’t, who thinks Naruto loves Sakura. Similarly, Minato tells Naruto that his 'best friend’ is about to arrive on the battlefield. People in Konoha give so many names to their relationship and yet, Sasuke insists Naruto define it for him in chapter 698, because he wants to hear it from Naruto.

Naruto himself struggles so much in this regard. It always bothered me why Sasuke was not affected positively when Naruto wondered if Sasuke was like his brother. Sasuke had a brother and then, he almost as good as lost him in a way. He was certainly very fond of Naruto, if he thought of Naruto as brotherly, he should have been pleased, no? Narratively, even if he tried to deny feelings that might potentially weaken him, he is pensive or annoyed or even displeased when Naruto says they are friends or brothers. Never pleased, not even a smile. And he is capable of smiling when it comes to Naruto.

But he never does. He keeps asking Naruto to define the relationship, he isn’t happy even when Naruto says they are friends. Which is why Sasuke is PUSHED, albeit with reticence, to ask - You have said that before but what does it exactly mean to you?

This is so nuanced and so understandable. He wants Naruto to assign a term to it. It’s significant, it’s important. A term that explains their feelings accurately so they both know. They live in a world that doesn’t have the terminology to support same sex relationships, they have no frame of reference as to how to talk about it. They struggle with talking about their feelings in the first place. Their communication game is lacking. Their world only taught them how to exchange blows, not words. So a perceptive Sasuke demands a term that rightly defines it. Because 'brotherhood’ or 'friendship’ is not cutting it. Obviously. Naruto had been calling him a friend all this time.

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Even here, the dissonance. The words Naruto uses feel incommensurate with the term 'friend’ no? Like seriously what other friends in this manga act or talk like this for the other? Sasuke is his 'friend’ and a bond like that can Never be broken. But we as readers, know from context that bonds of friendship were broken in this manga, what with Oro and Jiraiya or Sakura and Ino (for very frivolous reasons too), and later, with Kakashi and Obito. If there were no nuances to their relationship, I would have gladly ignored it. But then Naruto goes on to say what he would do to Oro (shivers, lol) to protect Sasuke. Like just the lengths he is ready to go to. And it fits with the idea that Naruto’s feelings for Sasuke are way more intense than just friends, consistent with how they seem with each other in part one, especially vote one. Naruto dilly dallies between so many terms for Sasuke. A friend. A rival. A comrade. A brother. On the one hand, Sasuke consistently uses very emphatic terms for his feelings for Naruto when he says Naruto is his closest friend or his one and only friend, Naruto’s terms for Sasuke are always a lot incommensurate with his actions towards Sasuke. And it invariably creates a dissonance in the reader’s mind. Kishi manipulates the reader very successfully. Also, we all know that Kishi uses his kanji for these two characters very carefully, as he has said in his interviews as well. Apart from visuals, this is also written media, language and wordage is indispensable to storytelling.

But AT THE END, Sasuke gets mad, and asks him point blank, as to what exactly it means to him and right on cue, given this is a conclusive chapter and Naruto can’t say the same shit he has been saying before this (which DID NOT satisfy Sasuke), that even if Sasuke were ask him to explain it, he doesn’t know either.

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He doesn’t know. He has been going through the motions for such a long time. We have seen him getting insecure about his sexuality many times. Like Kishi made so many of his scenes layered, just to point it out to the reader. That he is a closeted homosexual, he suffers from comphet and internalised homophobia as a result. This panel, which is towards the very end, explains so much.

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Kishi is not a fool. He is a very clever author. This depicts Naruto’s struggle about his sexuality so much. He obviously wants to make sure that his LAST conversation with his father is meaningful and that everything his parents wanted Naruto to be and achieve, Naruto will satisfy. Naruto wants to assure Minato, and he doesn’t wanna lie. But he also cannot make himself say it. This boy who always wanted family, finally met them through a stroke of luck (or fate) but his was still a special case. He goes into such detail about everything, everything Kushina asked him to do, all the ninja taboos, but he broke down at that moment, about women. That it should be a woman he must marry is pretty much implied no? More than implied, it’s a heteronormative society after all. Kishi is NOT stupid, this was a very smart way of layering his internal turmoil, his struggle with his sexuality because he loves a BOY. Not a woman.

And thing is, all this is very realistic. Very. It has been a persistent element/trope in most coming of age films that I have seen about homosexuality. Except for films like Love, Simon (very surface level and simplistic) or 'Call me by your name’ because Elio has very forward thinking parents and he lives in a very affluent and liberal society. He doesn’t have the same kind of hangups about his sexuality. But films like Esteros (Brazil), Eternal Summer (China), Beach Rats (America), Giant little ones (Canada), Posledice (Polish), And then we danced (Georgia), The Blonde one (Argentina), Brokeback Mountain (America), Free Fall (German) and more, all of these films are about sexual coming of age drama or sexual awakening and have the same tropes. Comphet. Denial. Internalised homophobia. Emotional turmoil. Dilemma. Burden of societal expectations. Pain. Misery. Confusion. Even rage.

And these are really good films too. Very thoughtfully made.

There are so many complex facets to homosexuality and coming to terms with or even acknowledging it is such a complex and difficult process for young, naturally insecure, and dilemma ridden (moral dilemma included) individuals in a conservative society. Naruto always wanted to be acknowledged and not shunned from society, he didn’t want to be ostracized, not after everything he went through, and certainly not to disappoint his parents. In fact, kage arc was very definitive for Naruto. But throughout Shippuden, he has been going through the motions. When Sai seems like he has defected to Oro, Team Kakashi, Yamato specifically, confronts him, and Naruto is like - Who cares what he has to say, Sai is a traitor.

He has strong feelings about Konoha.

But when he hears about Sasuke joining Akatsuki, he is worried. Puzzled, in a quandary. So many people, people he likes and respects, tell him to make the right decision, it being to capture or kill Sasuke. But he cannot do it. He goes through a very terrible time, he is wracked with worry and conflicting emotions and internal struggle. He takes his time to come to terms with all his emotions. And then finally, when he hears that Sakura is out to kill Sasuke (lolol, sorry couldn’t help it), something snaps in place inside him and he makes his decision. No matter what, no matter what, Sasuke will not be hurt. Naruto will take care of it. The idea of Sasuke being hurt imminently makes the decision for him and it just clicks to him where his priority lies. He will not kill Sasuke. And if it comes to that, that it’s between killing him and protecting Konoha, he will protect Konoha but also, die with him. He is not your typical hero in that sense. He takes the middle path. A hero would typically let go of his personal wishes for the greater good. But Naruto’s personal wishes are for Sasuke to live and be happy, no matter what happens. He told Itachi that when the time comes, and if Sasuke attacks Konoha, he will make the right decision. This is his decision. The point is, he will simply not live in a world without Sasuke. He refuses. He will remain a fool and die but not live without Sasuke. He doesn’t care about any fucking thing if Sasuke isn’t in his life.

Kage arc made him realize that his feelings for Sasuke were bigger than being hokage and Konoha. And so he chose a path where he didn’t compromise with the safety of Konoha’s people and yet, didn’t let Sasuke down. Sasuke must live or he will die.

So by now, Naruto certainly knows that his feelings for Sasuke are not 'normal’, even if he didn’t say it, but that’s the feeling the reader gets. And because we know the context of shinjuu, we know it’s supposed to be romantic. The idea of double suicide carries a lot of heft in South East and East Asian literature, classic and popular, whether it be Chikamatsu, the greatest Japanese dramatist who wrote almost exclusively on the subject, and South East Asian stories such as Heer Ranjha, Mirza Sahiba, Sohni Mahiwal, Sassi Punnun, etc. And these stories are part of the popular romance lore, they are extremely popular.

So when Sasuke asks him angrily and insistently (the kanji that Kishi uses here depicts Sasuke to be emphatically triggered), Naruto knows what Sasuke is referring to and he knows he cannot lie about it. But he also cannot say it. He has a lot of responsibilities on his shoulders. But he also cannot lie to Sasuke. Of course, this being shounen, Kishi also had to navigate carefully. But the BIG difference is that Naruto stops lying. Lying probably is not the right term. Misstating. He owes it to Sasuke to tell him the truth. And he tells him, that he doesn’t know what to call it, but he knows how it feels. So what he essentially does is that he explains the underlying sentiment to Sasuke by telling him that he hurts when Sasuke does, but that he won’t name (explain it) it because he doesn’t know it himself. It’s such a feeling that Naruto cannot name it. Now, we as readers ALREADY know that he has already used terms like brother, rival and friend. But he deliberately moves away from all of those. Let’s not forget that Naruto’s most important strength was his talk no jutsu, his ability to connect and put it in words that finally affected the antagonist or anti hero archetypical characters in such a way, that would lead to their resolution. Naruto is different from others in this very sense, to be able to communicate in the right way. But Sasuke was his greatest test in this manga. And he couldn’t convince him, he kept misstating the nature of their relationship, but towards the climax of the story, it was important for him to say the right words to Sasuke, especially after Sasuke asked so insistently, so passionately. Because he owes it to Sasuke to tell him the truth. He cannot deny it anymore. Not after all that has happened. So we know from context that it isn’t any of those terms or feelings that he used before. But it’s something else altogether. What else could it be? Sasuke obviously suspected it. Or else he wouldn’t have gotten triggered like this. And with exactly these heavily heartfelt words of Naruto’s, when he tells Sasuke that he hurts when he sees Sasuke carry his burden, so much that he just can’t leave it alone, and that he would keep fighting for Sasuke, no matter what it takes, Sasuke is finally, finally also led to his resolution, no? He says with such a peaceful expression on his visage - I have lost.

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He finally accepts Naruto’s love, he finally lets the love in.

Dialogue is very intricately linked to narrative and visual language, but it’s so evident, it doesn’t need to be said.

We also cannot ignore the way they speak to each other. Kinda like, in codewords.

When two world class shinobis trade blows, they can read each other’s thoughts. So tell me, did you see what’s in my heart Sasuke? How I really feel? We are not the same kids who fought here once, you know my heart, and I yours, right Naruto? If you know, then why are you doing it? That’s exactly why i am doing it. Don’t make me repeat it Sasuke, you already know, don’t you? Now that I think about it, you were always stupid. Those feelings, those things you once talked about, now I understand what you meant by them, Naruto.

The point is, by the end of chapter 698, Sasuke knows Naruto loves him. Naruto also knows Sasuke loves him, he had known to a large extent since vote one, but his feelings got solidified as he went along his life journey. This is the resolution of this story, this is also a story about their coming of age. It wouldn’t make sense for both of them to be oblivious of each other’s feelings at the end of it, it will be a failure of both their painfully developed character arcs and the narrative itself. And 698 highlights how they both come to know about their feelings for each other, after so much that they both went through. Properly this time. Explained in more words that they were ever able to use before. This isn’t a topic that they can talk about so freely. They don’t have a terminology for it, but they somehow managed. This is what all this narrative development led to. This is how storytelling works.

Chapter 699 gives the reader a hint of what’s to come after this resolution. The nightmare. Everything that went wrong. Everything that left the resolution of their character arcs awry. Not meaningless but certainly disparate. Naruto and Sasuke talk to each other like they have talked more about what transpired with them in 698. And both have come to a position where they are going to capitulate to the circumstances.

Because at the end of the day, they are shinobis. The motto of a shinobi is to endure. Shinobi is a well established phenomenon, it’s not just meant for shounen or otaku. They are real. Not like Naruto world ninjas, but Naruto obviously takes its inspiration from this phenomenon. The implications of being a shinobi is very well established in the story itself. Kishi made Naruto to deviate from its conventional meaning from the start so he was written as very unlike a ninja, loud, visible and non conformist, at least initially and for the most part, except towards the end. Shinobis/ninjas are supposed to endure. Following are screenshots from an acclaimed Japanese ninja series of films called Shinobi no mono.

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Happiness is not for the ninja. He doesn’t live for himself. He lives for others. A collective is more important than the individual. He is born in darkness and he will die in darkness. He is literally a tool. That’s what a shinobi is, from a modern ethical understanding, which is valid.

But Kishi couldn’t have shown a happy ending for the boys, not with the sequel that essentially required their capitulation to this world to be able to make the new gen happen. The ending has shades of existentialist themes, which are pretty much present throughout what with the cycle of hate and revenge and infinite tsukuyomi, but that the manga ended it on the same note doesn’t come as surprising does it?

Kakashi, a loyal, unawakened and complacent slave of the system climbs the rungs of power and becomes the hokage. Suck up to the right people and you will get places. Top administrative power. And he never really changed, he tells Sasuke at the end that it was because of his and Naruto’s efforts that he didnt end up in jail and then proceeds to tell him to be good and careful not to regress, but still never acknowledged his mistreatment and insensitivity to Sasuke’s feelings and motivations and very valid reasons. Sakura expected Sasuke to apologise and repent when it was she who was clearly in the wrong, who never understood him. She keeps pulling the same shit she always does, neither her nor Kakashi are made to pay consequences for their actions, instead, they get rewarded. Itachi is venerated, his truth is still hidden and Uchiha clan never got justice or even vindication, given they never summoned the kyuubi, its secret still being kept under the shadows.

( *Note - Nobody start with me as to how it was the right thing to do, you do NOT want to get me started there because you don’t know what you are talking about. )

And how will any vindication happen when the world they live in doesn’t really celebrate individuality? In fact, supresses it. It was funny to me when Bee reprimanded his brother telling him he was not his tool, that he was an individual who couldn’t be suppressed but then Darui tried to convince himself that he was Raikage’s left hand (or right) and that he wasn’t a tool. Heh. Sarutobi is still revered as the ideal leader, when he himself admitted his complicity in Uchiha massacre, Tobirama was glad Uchihas were shown their place, and Oro, the outlier, the one who is objective because his reasons are revolutionary in his own desensitized way, a result of this heartless corrupt system that gives birth to undesirables like him, who collects other undesirables, the wretched, outliers and rejects, and makes his own village, is shown to be under surveillance, but he supported the war effort crucially, deviating from his objectives (even if only because of his interest in Sasuke and not because of the village), so he gets his redemption. So does Kabuto. Neji dies as a slave, something he was determined to fight against, and Hinata got her win, she got rewarded when she didn’t work for it even a little bit. But she is rich, from a major clan, an heiress. A princess. The daimyos were shown as entirely privileged, uncaring and blasé about the war, carefree, playing cards or whatever, while the shinobis that were guarding them grumbled but then just accepted their fate, to the way of this world. Because that’s what happens, doesn’t it? It’s very realistic.

Kishi didn’t write his world as an ideal world. He essentially wrote it as a dystopian world. And his influences are pretty much based on dystopian ideas themselves, featuring major existentialist themes. Ghost in the shell, Jin-Roh, The Matrix, Berserk. Including introspective films about xenophobia and socio political inequality such as District 9 and Elysium. Same director. The part where seeing Itachi’s predicament that greatly affected his own and his entire clan’s, Sasuke is moved to think of fundamental questions such as - What is village, what is shinobi, what is the purpose of it all? underlines his existentialist despair. His answer to it did not come out of the blue. Like many fans think. But he was written to give up his goals entirely.

And Naruto. Well Naruto said goodbye to Sasuke. He gave Sasuke his hiatiate back. And this boy, who moved the sky and earth to bring Sasuke back, bid him goodbye with a certain meditative, contemplative stance. But not unhappy. Not his usual chirpy self. Not his usual spirited, chatty and loose tongued self. But introspective, pensive. Like they had reached a decision together. Later on, he married someone like Hinata and took a job that killed his spirit. Don’t even think he isn’t paying for his loyalty for Konoha, where he had to kill all his individuality and murder his zest for life and adventure, and become another cog of this unforgiving, relentlessly cruel world. Lifeless and eternally tired. A colourless husk of his older self. He couldn’t even bother to attend his own hokage ceremony.

Kishi is not an ultra leftist, even though I can see he understands left ideologies, appreciates it quite well, and no wonder, Sasuke was partially inspired by Sanpei Shirato’s Sasuke. He wrote Sasuke’s character with such nuance and veritable shades, the claim that he is some ultra nationalist is empty. He is also not a fascist. Because if he were, the end of it all would have been shown as a reward. A prosperous haven. The best outcome of all possibilities. Your reward for loyalty. That is always the conclusion of the right wing narrative. Kishi is a realist. He appreciates existentialist themes, Japan can be credited with coming up with a whole library full of existentialist literature, as a result of the aftermath of war and the generational trauma can be seen and felt viscerally in the themes of their stories. Stories about meditation on war and the nature of war, the after effects of war, the human ethos behind them. Existentialism as a theory and way of life itself became quite a thing post war even if the theory itself was introduced before it, because it reflected what the war did to people, how it affected them, what it did to their psyches and thought processes. How certain things/ideas/thoughts/beliefs that carried social and moral value for them were rendered immaterial.

Anyway. Sasuke says - I didn’t think you would come to see me off.

Naruto says nothing. This hyperactive goofball of ready words and catchphrases and nicknames just haltingly handed him back his slashed hitaiate.

The ending is - Perhaps this is what makes us ninjas.

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Yes it does. Ceaselessly enduring pain and grief while giving up personal and individual wishes and desires and need for justice and their individuality does make them ninjas.

Continuing the status quo does make them ninjas. Nothing really changed, nothing really mattered. There’s a certain melancholic quality to this scene. Which feels different in terms of tone and pacing, doesn’t it?

Regardless, it’s tragic.

Naruto is different in this scene in chapter 699. I think they have already discussed it by this point. And I think they have already come to some conclusions. What exactly did they talk about, we will never know. And I would give Kishi a lot of my money and a big part of my prized possessions, including my time, to know.

But well.

Now to come to what this ask was about, lol, I have yet to come across a fanfic that does justice to them, their story and narrative. Of course, it would be unrealistic to expect that everyone would get it, but is it unrealistic that at least someone should get it?? If I can see it and others can too, can’t writers do something with this? This is such rich material, with so freaking much potential. There are so many possibilities, writers can use these themes creatively. And these are mostly my condensed thoughts, I will probably go in more detail some other day. And honestly, it takes some research, sure. But don’t writers put some research in it anyway?

But they go for the easy route. It’s okay, that they write what they like, but at least don’t call it canon compliant. Most fans don’t even understand canon. Give yourself some more credit, there’s so much to discover.

At the end of the day, whenever I read some fic, unless it is supposed to be light hearted, it mostly just ends up disappointing me. Especially the ones that are based in canon universe.

This fic shows Naruto as an oblivious idiot when he is more perceptive than most fans think. He understands a lot of things, he is not a doofus, he is much more experienced at the end of the manga, he is aware of some realities and he is only going to learn more. And more. He understands his own emotions. Towards Sasuke as well. Sasuke is also shown as someone who doesn’t even understand that he is attracted to Naruto when he has almost always known he was. Why else would he give up his life the way he did in land of waves? Gaara, btw, is perhaps one of the very few people who understand loneliness and being ostracized. Just him, Sasuke and Naruto, more prominently in this manga. He didn’t attack Sasuke in kage arc, he could have. He is also perceptive enough to know that Naruto loves Sasuke, he also understands it better than Lee, who is a simplistic character, who thinks bad people’s deeds are bad. Gaara understands that loneliness and hatred can drive people to do things they otherwise wouldn’t. He resonated with Sasuke. He understood his predicament. and Naruto’s. Which is why he said what he said to Naruto in kage arc. I love his character and I wish more people understood him. I swear if I could have broken the screen and picked small Gaara up when his salve got rejected by that child, I would have and I would have run….far.

Ino is portrayed as carefree and confident, sure. But I dont think she would be so fine with Sasuke being gay. She, till the end, was a Sasuke fangirl. There’s absolutely no indication that she would have been fine with homosexuality. Nor would have others. Konoha presents a very bleak prospect for Sasuke and Naruto’s relationship to be accepted.

I know this is a lot to take. And I know not everyone cares so much. But calling it canon compliant or 'in character’ when it certainly is NOT, is taking it too far. Let’s try a bit more. No?

Oh and I also didn’t care about their intimate scenes. Because Naruto and Sasuke, once they get going, I think it would be like a bloody dam breaking off. It would start slowly, tentatively but then, it would burst out. And it would be unstoppable. I am talking years of repression here. Emotional and sexual. And more importantly, they trust each other all the way. I don’t think tsunami would be able to stop them. It would be instinctive and natural, like everything else with them is. They might fumble and break stuff but more than anything else, it would be a desperate need to join together, to meld together, to finally be with each other as they were meant to be. They, who couldn’t even touch without the pretext of a spar or a battle, if they finally allowed themselves to touch each other, it will be like a torrential force of emotions that would leave them scorched and they won’t be satiated until their need to touch and reassure themselves, that it was finally happening, that they can finally touch each other, that they can HOLD each other, without feeling guilty or tabooed, that they can fuse their bodies with each other, to find not just emotional but physical reassurance, would come alive and transformed. They would run ragged. It would be passionate and tender and emotionally overwhelming, it would break barriers and boundaries, it would be a Godly experience for both. Like finally feeling at home. To be finally able to find that refuge in each other that only they could provide each other, in a world where no one else could even understand. It would be magnificent and insane and gentle and teasing and loving and sweet and painful and violent. All the damn shades. They aren’t like you or me. They are different, because they are them. And no one can compare. But I can imagine.

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So I'd been watching Urusei Yatsura and one thing I'd noticed is Ataru's life before Lum.

Like this teenager literally was like somewhat hated by his peers and his own parents literally wished he'd never existed at times. While comedic in some way it's also.....extremely sad.

Like Ataru is a teenage boy who fucks up a lot and would rather flirt with girls, and has awful bad luck but god damn you'd think that he'd get some slack every once in awhile. But nah instead he often times get yelled at or have his own mother wish she'd never had him in the first place. If this wasn't a romantic comedy then it'd be one hella depressing story if you really think about it. Ataru is like what? 15? 16? years old and he literally has a kinda crummy life. From classmates who literally kidnap him to summon Lum to Earth, to his parents being disappointed in him nearly constantly to the government threatening to kill him should he lose against Lum, it's like the poor kid can't ever catch a break. The only somewhat nice people towards him is his first crush and Lum. Everyone else is lowkey kinda a dick towards him.

Like bro I'm probably thinking too much about this, it's a comedy after all but holy shit Ataru gets kicked a lot in this series shdgdgdhghh.

YES to all of this.

I actually think about this a lot with all the characters in Urusei. Almost all of them. If the series weren't a comedy with everything played for laughs, each prominent character besides Lum would be a tragedy.

As you said, Ataru's luck is terrible. His parents wish they'd never had him; the fate of the universe is constantly in his hands and he will be fucked up if he ever fails. He has no real friends besides Shinobu, who also seems lowkey disappointed in him personally.

Speaking of Shinobu, her story is one of dreams dying. Sure, she gets Inaba at the end (and I adore their relationship), but this required a major overhaul of her incurable "hopeless" dreamer personality that let her romanticise her life. Combine this with the metatextual fact that she was heavily backgrounded in a series that was meant to be hers, and you can see the sadness in her story.

Mendou is a character that has hit hard since I first met him. He clearly suffers from a lot of mental illnesses, specifically exhibiting anxiety and panic 24/7. His parents are absent while the sister he desperately wants to care for is a murderous sociopath. But he is still completely crushed by the weight of the family's expectations his entire life. The kanji for Mendou's name translates to "hall of masks," which is apt for a boy who wore so many masks he lost sight of his own smile.

I don't even think I need to go into how Ryuunosuke's life has been a divine tragedy. Her father is extremely abusive and she is also essentially homeless. She's forced to live as a man despite firmly identifying as a woman, all while her father taunts her daily and forces his delusions on her. She lives in a tiny school store alone with him and he fights her daily. Her life is the saddest in the series.

Even Ten has rough luck. He's pretty much an orphan that sees his mom (that would kill him if she knew about his fire powers) once every few months. He's bullied by a lot of teenagers and adults that are friends with the 17 year old cousin he's been dumped off with.

Lum is the sole exception to tragedy. She is the reason that these characters can be so complex while working within the confines of a wacked-out slapstick comedy.

Her bright presence shines on all of them when she enters into their lives. She's hot-tempered and quick-witted, but she's also warm and loyal and so, so bright. She's the magnet that brought this group of sad misfits together and let them build a weird little found family filled with unconditional love and light. Lum is their glue and their heroine, and it's important to recognise her importance not just in the story but in EVERY life she touches.